A Tough Week!

This week wasn’t easy. Unexpected things happened. My friend Ed stopped talking to me. We had some argument. And we mutually came to this decision that we should end this. Actually it was his decision, to which I agreed. I didn’t have any other option. But when he said we should end this I didn’t ask him, what was he asking me to end. I mean I don’t know if he just wanted me to end chatting or talking forever. All this made me very upset because no friend ends everything just because of a petty argument. I thought I would never talk to him again since he had made his mind up about it. I followed it for 4 days. But then I started missing him like anything. I broke all my vows of trying not to talk to him. I just could not control myself and did things that I very well knew I should not do. I knew that if I will press this button then the mail would be sent. And then a blank mail was sent to him. GOSH. How could I be so immature? Well this was not the only thing I did. Next thing was a call at 3 am. Imagine. And when he received my call, I disconnected it. I was expecting him to call me back. But he didn’t. So obviously, I was feeling bad. I didn’t know what to do after that. I stayed awake till 4am and then I slept. I know, life is not so easy sometimes…but this phase will pass soon and I will be over it. Toughest thing is to take the right decision…whether to hold or let go.